2 Holes

From 2 holes,
To the one that I've not spoke to yet, I dont understand, why you did that,
when I even rushed to the work for you.
Why the lack of appreciation, and the things you numbered down?

To the spoken one, please understand the pain that was inflicted to me already,
the dumb guy who approched me,
the unspoken one's evaluation,
my sad chase for better results.


Do you people feel the pain?
The pain from 2 swords,
from the people I worked with so well before.
Hold nothing back,
Im sick of being treated the way when I even tried to look out for you people.
Im engulfed in the pain,
the strain,
of wanting to iron out what you wanted from me.

Im not going to be angry,
talk to me,
ask me how I've been hurt.
For trying to be the best from what I used to be.




Pain, please dont swallow me away.