Late at night
So many incidents took place since the last time I blogged.
One incident that took place would be my last Ah Gong's passing last week which some of the guys already knew.
My Ahgong was a really nice and friendly chap,
he was the kind whom you could talk to easily,
the kind whom you can expect help from.
He used to push money to us, I remembered clearly when I was like probably sec 1.
He would push a $10, asking you to run downstairs to the mama shop, to get ourselves some sweets or ice-cream.
I would remember him walking down to the basketball court to watch me and my cousins play basketball.
However, he is now gone, and I choose to remember him, from the last time I saw him, playing Tai Dee with my family and him guiding all of us, the last time I saw him, he himself, without any pills which made him stone.
I will remember my Ahgong,
because he was a good man before he was harmed
by the fucking doctors who just want to make money by selling harmful pills in the excess.
RIP 280 Ah gong
... ... ...
Another event that come soon will be my 18th birthday.
It is such a weird feeling, because I would used to get so excited, thinking about the things you could do when you were 18.
Now, it is so near, and yet I dont feel much at all.
I dont expect presents now, I dont expect gifts, what a mysterious feeling.
There's already a few kind souls out there, asking me about plans for my birthday, but til now, I still feel no urge to do anything about it.
Strange as it seems, I dont wish to be 18, I do not want to grow old, because with age, comes roles and expectations, having the burden on your shoulder, and the constant reminder to be at your very best, to bear responsibility. I dont think I am ready for that, or will I?
Anyways, 3rd of March is coming, and with that,
I pray that,
1. The world will be a better place for everyone
2. Everyone in the world will be under a roof with ample meals daily
3. The possibility of Earth holding on until my grandchildren can have their grandchildren
Enough of my whining, peace, and goodnight.
One incident that took place would be my last Ah Gong's passing last week which some of the guys already knew.
My Ahgong was a really nice and friendly chap,
he was the kind whom you could talk to easily,
the kind whom you can expect help from.
He used to push money to us, I remembered clearly when I was like probably sec 1.
He would push a $10, asking you to run downstairs to the mama shop, to get ourselves some sweets or ice-cream.
I would remember him walking down to the basketball court to watch me and my cousins play basketball.
However, he is now gone, and I choose to remember him, from the last time I saw him, playing Tai Dee with my family and him guiding all of us, the last time I saw him, he himself, without any pills which made him stone.
I will remember my Ahgong,
because he was a good man before he was harmed
by the fucking doctors who just want to make money by selling harmful pills in the excess.
RIP 280 Ah gong
... ... ...
Another event that come soon will be my 18th birthday.
It is such a weird feeling, because I would used to get so excited, thinking about the things you could do when you were 18.
Now, it is so near, and yet I dont feel much at all.
I dont expect presents now, I dont expect gifts, what a mysterious feeling.
There's already a few kind souls out there, asking me about plans for my birthday, but til now, I still feel no urge to do anything about it.
Strange as it seems, I dont wish to be 18, I do not want to grow old, because with age, comes roles and expectations, having the burden on your shoulder, and the constant reminder to be at your very best, to bear responsibility. I dont think I am ready for that, or will I?
Anyways, 3rd of March is coming, and with that,
I pray that,
1. The world will be a better place for everyone
2. Everyone in the world will be under a roof with ample meals daily
3. The possibility of Earth holding on until my grandchildren can have their grandchildren
Enough of my whining, peace, and goodnight.
LoveEunice
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