15th

I told you I'll love you always
I'll wait, for you, I love you Eunice

Countdown

Hello all. It has been awhile since I've blogged.
Everyone is busy now, for those in Polytechnics, this must be a crazy time, for everyone to rush their projects, and make sure that they get everything on time for their project deadlines.
My group and I aint no different, except we're always abit last minute when it comes to projects.


I am very fortunate, to have a group of poly friends that quite resemble my actual group of friends.
They joke around just like the way I do with my friends, and they are also very honest.
I am the type that hates people who talk behind other's backs.
Maybe it has become like an instinct to speak up, and to be honest in what you feel.
Whenever I have quarrels with my friends, family and even with my Eunice, I do not hesitate to speak up for my point.
However, I know that I am very irrational at times, and I am very selfish. I tend to get things in my head and it keeps hanging around me, until it really hits me to find trouble with certain issues. I am changing as its really a bad habit.
For those that had to put up with me, I am really sorry. Especially the last few weeks, when there were a few big issues I engineered.
Anyways, all has passed and I am happy that everything is going smooth again.

Well not smooth as in how I do my work, well smooth as in my life probably.

I lost my wallet a few days ago.
I've learnt a huge deal from it, about the consequences of losing your I/C.
I felt bad about it all, but I didnt want others to worry about me, and with that, I made a huge fuss when no one seemed to care. Knowing that it has been my fault in the start, I apologize once again for bitching on these issues.


Chinese New Year is approaching already.
So are our exams for Business Management.
However, this year it is quite different.
I have lost a important friend last year, she has been quite a friend for me,
she has never walked away from me before
Before she had her illness, she was a really angel who had a real passion for food.
I miss her, the way she would perform all kinds of tricks for that little piece of BaGua.
Bagua has always been her favourite food. During CNY, she would even listen to people that she's seen for maybe once a year.
I hope that you have incarnated to a good life. I want to let you know, that I am sorry if I've ever neglected you, for you have never neglected me.
A few times I have visited punggol Ahma's house, but never managed to visit her.
I would walk around places where we've visited before, and hopefully in my dreams I would picture you with me there.
I am sorry for feeding you all the nice food that I've always had. Maybe it was our fault in the start to say.
A few times I would sit down at Blk 875, and watch little children run home with their grandparents.
I remembered how I first saw Zoe.
In my ahma's kitchen, I saw this cage with the "rabbit" inside.
I fell in love with her immediately. My brother and sister wasnt really that keen on her though. It has always been me and her.
Well, I hope I will not cry this year during CNY without you, when I see Bagua, I would think of you. I hope you will have a happy life. I bless you, with all my heart.
I miss you Zoe.
RIP 23 Nov 2007

Unlucky;

These few days hasn't been exactly smooth for me,
but I am sure, I will be able to get through over this period of time.
With your help, with my family's help, with my friends' help,
I can do it.
I love you; I need you.
I appreciate your changes, I sense them coming.
With you I feel happy, with you I feel comfortable, with you I feel blessed.
I am sorry if I was harsh,
we just need the chance,
to take back those words and actions
we've said and done to harm each other.
We can do it, I have faith, I know you have too.


I remember you said, forever is nothing,
and I've always remembered that,
deep within me.
Forever.

Sad day

A little whining post;
I lost my wallet along with all the stuff inside.
Black Burberry wallet = $300
Cash = $250
Ic = $100
Baby's Ezlink card = priceless

Just hoping that I might receive the wallet and the contents back, take the cash, please return everything else.
Its useless to hope that the person who took it might read my blog,
but, if the person doesnt intend to return it, hope you burn in hell.

*Peace and hopes*

I love Eunice, thanks for calming me down.
Thanks Lim Weimin who instantly smsed me the termination for my Debit Visa Card.
Thanks Dad who accompanied me to find the bus uncle and drove me to the police station.


Note to my parents;
It wasnt my intention to lose the wallet,
who would want to lose $600+ with the possibility of loansharks coming after you.
I know that you are concerned for me for my Ic,
but trust me, I know that I've have learnt my lesson,
probably the $1000 way (7610+wallet incident)
I just want you to know, that I've never told anyone that it was the fhagging uncle who took it.
It was just a concern in my desperation to retrieve my wallet.
I am just 17, I've never lost something of so much value before.
I am not like Daddy, he can bet and lose a few K on soccer and dont feel anything.
I am not working and rushing for part time unlike some other poly students.
I would if I could. But, its all too late to talk about all these.
What a way to start 2008, what a entry for Chinese New Year.

I am sad, but what can I do,
Dad told me: Just count yourself unlucky that you can't buy any CNY clothes which your mum had already given you the money.
Probably, this is the lesson which LaoTianYe is trying to teach me,
that everything has a cause and effect, and every action there will be a retribution.
Thanks for the lesson.
I will remember this really shocking day.

*Peace and hopes*

Love Eunice ^^

Important

Just want you to know,
the reason why I am particularly fussy about the few things I mentioned to you,
is because I love you.

Its an important year, but I just want you to know,
that I am just as worried about your grades as you are.
I will be there for you,
if you just let me.

Some motivating message from you when we sms each other,
shall be enough to push for through the day without you.
A few occasional meet ups, wont harm your progress,
but it'll make us feel better, I'm sure.
I love you Eunice.

Happy Bday ZQ! 2008

Anyway, belated entry for my brother Zhanqing who has already quitted YJC.

I know you have given it a deep consideration and you have made your choice,
so all of us a kgk would want to wish you all the best, and always stay cool and neat in the future.

My blog is 99.99% dead
So all I can do is to put pictures for those to see, not read anymore.

4 Jan 2008



Had some last minute shopping with the guys for Zq's bday presents
due to the fact that our Zq is very casual and not very demanding
(unlike me because my birthday is coming soon and it falls on the March holidays so I don think I would receive any gifts for my 18th birthday from my classmates)

But, whatever, the guys eventually met up at Crystal Jade Restaurant
Dined awhile, jiaowei-ed around with Mr Ohhhhhh and went to this dont-know-what-hill at Woodlands area after buying our drinks without fear of being asked to produce our ICs at NTUC


Had a few drinks there, had a quiet time there with the guys, sat there until we kinda bored.
Pictures shall do the talking (for the nonsense THEY had created lmao)


ANYWAYS
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Happy Bday from us to you Zhanqing!
Stand tall and strong always
Believe in what you can do but not what you cant



Binhe: "Cake is mine"
Jinhong: "Cake is mine"


Nigel: "Cake is mine"


Zhanqing: "I thought it was my birthday"
Jinhong: "Can I have the cake?"


Xavier X Ken: "Can we have the cake?"


Xavier X Ken: "Cause we are the DMD GAYS! HOOOO!"


Mr Black and Mr Big


Mr McDonald


o.o Lol! They are the B&B GAYS! HOOO!





Dont ask me why they keep appearing together, lol!


Weijie: "No pictures.... No pictures...."


The little hike (which made Binhe took off his shirt) to Mt. Marsling


So handsome.............. Haha!








Cs pro lehhhhhhhh







Founder of the M Hair Association


Follower of the M Hair Association founded by the ^














Up and up

Dig the combs? ^^



Nigel with his camo underwear


By far the nicest we've ever taken,
Full force;
full power.






And if you wonder what happens usually after a picture.....


This. Haha!






Weimin trying to act cute after he got raped
Jinhong is acting brave after he got raped too


Still not giving up!


Free show to those opposite HDB blocks


Wejie's so shuai luh >< Nigel's so cute nehh >< Going home . . . .. . . .. . ... .. .. ....


Closed for the night



Goodnight and stay tuned for other people's birthdays cause I think I'll only blog for my bros, my Eunice and my family and some of my friends.


Happy bday going out to Elvis also,
thanks for helping me find answers for my A and E maths year 2006 which resulted in my excellent results! Thank you luh deh ^^


Count down to Mr SM aka Weijie and Spade aka Binhe
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Wonder how much will my damage be for January!
Whoooo!
Stay tuned..................................

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